The Man Behind the Curtain

So I would like to share with you the story behind this thread. When I left the society I lost my home, my job, my fiance. I was homeless for many years and a chronic ass hole of an alcoholic as some of you may know. That is how This Thread started. In a fit of alcoholic rage. Never did I imagine that it would end up being true. Chemicals can give  the ability to enter into a state which the Chinese would call enlightenment. But any drug or chemical is like playing with old fireworks. For me personally I cant drink because it turns me into someone that I know that I'm not. So for my anxiety I smoke which has helped significantly with meditation as well. But as you will see in that book it is proof that we have the ability to open up the super Consciousness within ourselves. At that point its as if all answers are known at that time. You can open up the states of consciousness given that you put in the work but trust me with great power comes great responsibility. All knowledge has a certain amount of suffering and responsibility that goes with it. As a child I had a fascination with the end of the world and it led me into the Paranormal which led me into the occult Sciences which finally made me realize that the ability that is in some of us is within all of us. Some people stumble upon it without even understanding what it is like myself and it destroyed me for 10 years. That's when I finally realized the truth about the Paranormal. Everything is an illusion and science finally realizes it. It's quite remarkable. A lot of the crazyshit was me having a psychotic break. I actually went through this process as I was writing and it wasn't until recently that I figured out why. I would like to apologize to all those I offended but do not for one second question the seriousness of what I said. You are lying to yourself if you continue on this path. This science is bullshit and a waste of time. You'll notice these groups are usually full of people who want to be someone but don't have the gifts or the ability to be the person that they want to be and because this science has a, shall we say huge gaping hole, it makes it at least halfway believable to the General Public.  If you think for one second ghosts are in EVPs you are hearing nonsense and garbled bullshit. Your mind is the transmitter. You simply have to shut up and listen. If you are actually hallucinating it is merely your insecurities manifested before you. I don't know a better way to explain it than that. Most of you will go into complete denial at this point which is understandable because I did as well. It wasn't until about halfway through that I had decided what the agenda would be. But I had to keep up the psychopathic bulshit LOL. Once you accept the truth about the Shadow and the fact that yes we are good people but we are also horrible people and it's Times Like These that we realize just how horrible of a person we are. On a day-to-day basis we usually don't think about the next person but now I can see nothing but love is far as the eye can see. I know many of you are afraid but there is no reason to be. You could always fly a kite 😉 if you guys want to keep wandering around in old hotels and graveyards followed by going through hours of recorded nonsense all for nothing that's your prerogative. Or you could take the time to build yourself into the transmitter that you are and I always knew you were. I'm going to keep posting psychotic rambling shit on here simply because I enjoy it. You can either take it down or roll it up and smoke it. That's up to you. Take care guys.  Thomas J. Johnson